It’s possible that I’m going through a ‘thing’. Just a funk, and I don’t really know why. I’ve been able to keep my spirits up enough to stay in a state of Zen for the past few months, but it’s taken a lot of work to do it, and the sheer amount of reminders like, “No, it’s OK, you can handle this.” moments have taken a lot out of me. But it was working – I’ve been far from happy, mostly sad-ish, but not so bad as I’d have to be to consider myself regressing into depression. But lately, I’ve had this ick all the time. I’ve been quick to cry, and I never cry. I don’t get what’s up with me. Pew.
Mirrored from Shibuya 109.